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Sadist...

That's what I was called the other day. A beautiful word but.... that can't be really true, can it? I am so nurturing and kind. Am I a Sadist?

I sit in my office all prim and proper with my pink top and flowery skirt. I smile and make charming small talk. If people only knew my true nature. My mind wanders every moment to naked employees crawling around my office floor. The real estate agent, a ball gag stuffed into his stretched and aching mouth. Some how he has a long horse's tail. How ever did he attach that? Oh, it's not ON his backside... Men in La Perla panties and garters delivering documents.....

Snap, back to the real world. I just smiled, a courier came in. I am so sweet, he's so tasty. I am going to whip him one day, cover his head with a leather hood and mark that pasty white skin. Note to self, buy lock for hood and something healthy for dinner. Possibly salmon.

Rubber gives me shivers warm quivers. I adore how it feels so smooth and almost cold. The smell encourages my deviant thoughts. I wonder if I should wear a rubber bra under my pastel suit tomorrow? Yes.

See thoughts like these give me butterflies.

I crave to be in control. Pets doing what I want. Slaves licking my boots as I hold their leash and collars. I love all things kinky: rubber, plastic, cellophane, robes, ties, bolts, leather. Let's role-play! I will become the teacher and you are the naughty student. Don't like that one? How about I am the rubber outfitted nurse? You be the submissive CBT'd patient. No more interruptions and bend over my knee. Better yet, bend over the table.

I am so worked up now, feels so good I need to spank a slave. The definition of a sadist is:

sa·dism (sÄ 'dÄ­z'É m, sÄ d'Ä­z'-)
n.

The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others. The deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.
Extreme cruelty.

So I guess I cant help it. It's my nature.

Onyx
AM stronger than you.

I am tired of hearing you make noise. If you want something grunt. Get your face a bit closer, yes that is opi candy apple red. That stink? Yes it’s from my favourite F*** me pumps. I have had a long day and you are going to be my entertainment. What are you good for? Licking my toes? Cleaning the fridge?
Being sweet all day wears on my mind. I want a lady-boy or a cissy maid. Shake that thing how I like. Get over here so I can give it a smack. It is in your best interest tonight to do what I say fast.

I don’t smoke but I’m gonna tonight. Open your mouth I don’t own an ashtray. You are suppose to be taking my mind off my day. Get over to the window and strip for me. That’s how I like it,… slow. I want the neighbours to see how sexy my property is. What do you mean those shoes hurt? I told you beauty is pain. You don’t get the wig without the shoes.

You thought you would worship my what? You say you liked my sultry kind voice on the phone.? Yes I did work in a daycare.. but honey just like lasttime, no one knows you’re here and I want to see you dance.

That’s right.. get down low…

You are going to dance for me till you split the backs of those shoes.

Aright that’s good. I am in the mood for you now.
Lift up your skirt and show me that cock cage. DAMMIT!! Sssslow slut. That’s right. Good slut.

Why you blushing baby-girl?
Go get the cuffs. I am going to put the key in my panties… you can lick for it later IF you don’t irritate me now. Nah..I am feeling especially mean tonight.

How do those cuffs feel? Too tight? Cry on my titties babygirl. *snicker
Mmmmm I love how you keep your body fit like this for me.
Mmmm..

See what happens when you listen good? I only have to whisper low to get you to do what I want. I am not going to exert myself to control your ass.

Mmmm good girl. Clean up this mess and get out.

Leave the shoes..